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Saturday, October 17, 2009
been so long since i updated . lazy lazy lazy ~ :P anw , school's starting soon , on monday! mm , kinda excited & dreading leh . LOL~ next monday - olvl english next wednesday - T3 CAT ohmygosh , needa stop playing & start studying !    just got back from chalet anyway . wl , i came back with bruises from head to toe, literally . cus you know lah , when people are drunk , they dont know what they are doing . can't stand up straight , etc etc . wtf , & that was i think what happened to me . i fell damn hard. think my face also kena , cus my nose and part of my cheek like quite pain :/ & drunk for the second time , vomitted for the first time . hangover sucks, seriously !! &zomg , austen , alan & nat saw my worstworstworst state yst . not nice ! =.= anyway , thanks babe & dudes for cleaning up for me yst :P it was UNINTENTIONAL ROFL~! i seriously need to stop getting drunk . wtf . -.- cus i may just kill myself or somebody one day LOL!    i don't cry easily. in fact , i seldom seldom seldom seldom ever cry . but for the 2 times i was drunk , i cried damn hard . tho 've already told myself , just let it go . whatever you are crying for is not freaking worth it . austen said letting go is easy ... i hope it really is . fuck you; fuck things; fuck emotions . but still , please be happy ; i really hate seeing you sad . i think this song - beautiful by eminem , is really damn nice . the first time austen introduced to me when i was like crying , i was like pushing it away covering my ears . then the second, then the third ..... now i'm addicted to it :D thanks buddy~! & facing my fear , i'm already trying very very hard to forget what i'm supposed to ; trying to think that its very normal , & its something that i should be happy of instead . but do you know , every morning or any point when i'm sleeping , if there's a similar sound , you know it really freaks me off a lot a lot . to the extend that i'm very very scared of it . you won't understand my fear . _______________________________________ |
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