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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
it's 7days to my 16th birthday.. instead of being damn high and happy about it, i'm here, emo-ing alone. D: -.- flared up at dad just now.. didnt mean to.. i know he wanted to try helping me with my maths but i was just... very very very very stress abt sch work and stuffs just now. because no matter how hard i try, i can't stand up.. so much for the fall down 7, stand up 8.. all bullshit.. how many times must i fall? after o lvls? and i can feel that everybody's trying to help.. everybody's extending their hands out.. but no matter how hard they pull.. i still seem to fall far far far far far back behind.. and thats when i hate myself even more.. probably i shouldn't even have existed. probably i shouldn't even have come out 16 years ago.. probably... & i'm just like a spiral, spiralling all the way down.. and down.. and down... and nobody can help D: _______________________________________ |
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