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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
jus came back from tuition.. we bought pringles up.lol ended up still having one big bottle left ==! oh well.. actually today suppose to go watch hairspray with sharifah de.. den she lsat min ps me.. ><> oh well.. and im still left with a ticket of the hairspray.. hu wan go watch tell me yea? yerst night was like super duper uber uber x infinity depress. its like.. im trying so hard to get their attention.. but they never seem to care.. den when i jus be myself.. like say wad i feel.. say wad im unhappy about.. dey react with mean words which really hurt alot alot.. ok.. nvm. i ren~! but then yerst they say until very super guo fen lor.. cus my bro passed his swimming test yerst.. (it was like quite an achievement,cus it was like 1mth ago since he took his bronze test, so they were like quite proud of him) then they wanted him to slpover in their room yerst night.. but i wanted to sleep with them >< then they say no.. sommore in those kind of very fierce tone.. say i sensitive, selfish or what.. i dont care.. but they said something which i felt was like dam hurting.. they said,"get lost la.. nobody welcome you here.. go away!" at first i wanted to like stay and jus heck care slp there.. budden cannot take it aldy.. their words too hurting.. so decided to go back to my room.. and the worst thing is that.. they dont even realised that they have just said something so hurting.. they dont even seem to be sensing anything wrong.. but nway.. actually wanted to msg jon de.. cus everything oso i will go tell him.. but dunno y.. generation gap ba.. i find it very weird nowadays to tell him this kind of stuff.. oh well.. then in the end went to msg simon.. lucky he havent slp yet.. den pei me until 1+.. lol.. and.. he was like trying to entertain me with his jokes and lame craps ==! but felt much better after that.. thanks for being there(: then i tried to cut myself to make sure that im still alive.. and you never know how much your words hurt me. _______________________________________ |
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