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Friday, April 07, 2006
happy birday huijuan!! lols..grow one year older lers wors..hahhas..anyways..good luck for ur 'o's this yr. jiayous! hais..i dunno y..but today, i just feel really alone..dun ask me y. i just dunno..i feel that the gap between me and yanhong and yanru is getting wider each day..there was once i thot i had found true friends..but now, i am having second thots..why? i just feel very upset lors..i went over to speak to herr..then she was like saying im not in herr grp anymore cus i everytime sit in chi class with her(someone else). then when i see her(another girl) sitting with them, i felt really uncomfortable..i tink is jealousy bahhs..but then, i dont really feel good..i wasnt myself since chinese. haiis..wad is the defination of true? its like..everyting is so fake.. i really envy yanhong and yanru..i tink thats true..even if they accept others..they still remain bestest of frens..now i really miss the times when me and someone was together..but then...oh well..nvm...izzit they start to leave me out because i very paikia to them? or because i very crazy..i dunno...but its really making me very upset...i mean i already treat them as my bestest frens...sighs + true friendship? + [[simplicity`` just 10 words`` hard to achieve ]] _______________________________________ |
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